Better man

Better Man

Link --> "Better Man"<-- by Rayne (of Havik)



Its Been A Minute
Since I Exspressed Myself
On The Mic
With Some Real Sh..
& Talking 2 Everybody
With What I'm Dealin With

So Here It Goes:

Its Been A While Since
I Aint Been Feelin Down
Its Like Its Not Allowed
2 Be Happy Inside
& Everything That Im Facin-s Got Me Feelin Like
I Want To Die Now
Aint Nothing Change Yo
Inside Im Still Breaking Down Still Trying To Figure Out:
How I Maintain?& How I Make It
Through The Day?You Would Think
That Im Happy
By The Smile On My Face
But Look

My Aim Man
Is Writting A Book
& Its On The Last Page
Im In The Last DaysIs What I Fear

I Get Addicted To The Pain& It Wont Effect Me No More
Once I Push It To Extremes
But Listen,

Unlike My Dog x x x
I Dont Like The Pain Yall
Thats Why I Had To Go Ya CCause If You Only Knew
What I Go Through
You Would Probably

Understand My Pain
Understand My Ways
& Why I Do What I Do
Its Not Like
Im Leaving Yall For Good
I Just Got Ta Do My Own Thang
I Hope You Understand
I'm Doing What I Can
To *Return A Better Man
Yeah
Now Sometimes
I Think im CrazySometimes I Wish This Life Would Just Come Back
& Repay (replay) Me
For All The Suffering
I Had To Fix (Face) When I Disapear
Only Demons While Im Here
Welcome 2 The Worldly Affairs
Thats Me /
-Its On Me/Only Me-
And watch Im Searching
4 My Peace (peice/best) Homie
Still Dont Know What I Was Going Through
When Doctors Handeled Me

Im Soul Searching
I Gotta Be Like I Lost It
& I Gotta Get It Back
4 U & Me & Everytime I Wanna Feel Alone
Im Just ThinkN Bout The Days
Of Back Then
When You Had Your Mad Ways

Life Is Too Short
& I Dont Know Where Im Goin
And All I Want
Is Ta Make Sure
My Family Is There
When Im Showin Em Love

Comin On Up
Im Comin On UPP

But i Feel
My Family Choked Up
I Learned My Lessons
& I Gathered Up All My Blessings
& I Put It Up In My Music
And Im Doing It For The World
If you Only Knew
Cause If You Only Knew
What I Go Through
You Would Probably Understand My Pain
Understand My Ways
& Why I Do What I Do

Its Not Like
Im Leaveing Yall 4 Good
I Just Gotta Do
My Own Thang
yeah
I Hope U Understand
Im Doing What I Can
To Return (Teshuvah) A Better Man
See I Dont Know Why I'm Living Like im On The Run
These People Around Me
Will Always Run
Got Me Running From Everything In My Lonely Thoughts
I Gotta Come Back
A Better Man
YEAH

Shyeah
I Start
By Telling Everybody
That Has Sworn To Me
"That They Would Always Have My Back"
That I Dont Need Them
Me (Leave/G)
Im Better Off On my Own
When I'm All Alone
I GUESS THESE PEOPLE WERENT THAT CLOSE TO ME
I Been Through
The Darkests Ages
The Worst Stages

If My Life Was A Book
It Would Be Just
Black and White
With Pages
I'd Rip Them all Out
and Start Over Again
Become A Better Man
Just Wash Away My Sins
yeah

I Dont Exspect AnyBody
To Understand
What Im Going Through
nah
Because I Up & Left U now
But UnderstandIm Coming Back A Better Man, better man, better man, better man, BETTER MANCause If You Only Knew What I Go Through
You Would Probably
Understand My Pain
Understand My Ways
& Why I Do What I Do

Its Not Like
Im Leaveing Yall 4 Good
I Just Gotta Do My Own Thang
I Hope You Understand
Im Doing What I Can
To Return A Better Man
(w/love)