Better man

Better Man

Link --> "Better Man"<-- by Rayne (of Havik)



Its Been A Minute
Since I Exspressed Myself
On The Mic
With Some Real Sh..
& Talking 2 Everybody
With What I'm Dealin With

So Here It Goes:

Its Been A While Since
I Aint Been Feelin Down
Its Like Its Not Allowed
2 Be Happy Inside
& Everything That Im Facin-s Got Me Feelin Like
I Want To Die Now
Aint Nothing Change Yo
Inside Im Still Breaking Down Still Trying To Figure Out:
How I Maintain?& How I Make It
Through The Day?You Would Think
That Im Happy
By The Smile On My Face
But Look

My Aim Man
Is Writting A Book
& Its On The Last Page
Im In The Last DaysIs What I Fear

I Get Addicted To The Pain& It Wont Effect Me No More
Once I Push It To Extremes
But Listen,

Unlike My Dog x x x
I Dont Like The Pain Yall
Thats Why I Had To Go Ya CCause If You Only Knew
What I Go Through
You Would Probably

Understand My Pain
Understand My Ways
& Why I Do What I Do
Its Not Like
Im Leaving Yall For Good
I Just Got Ta Do My Own Thang
I Hope You Understand
I'm Doing What I Can
To *Return A Better Man
Yeah
Now Sometimes
I Think im CrazySometimes I Wish This Life Would Just Come Back
& Repay (replay) Me
For All The Suffering
I Had To Fix (Face) When I Disapear
Only Demons While Im Here
Welcome 2 The Worldly Affairs
Thats Me /
-Its On Me/Only Me-
And watch Im Searching
4 My Peace (peice/best) Homie
Still Dont Know What I Was Going Through
When Doctors Handeled Me

Im Soul Searching
I Gotta Be Like I Lost It
& I Gotta Get It Back
4 U & Me & Everytime I Wanna Feel Alone
Im Just ThinkN Bout The Days
Of Back Then
When You Had Your Mad Ways

Life Is Too Short
& I Dont Know Where Im Goin
And All I Want
Is Ta Make Sure
My Family Is There
When Im Showin Em Love

Comin On Up
Im Comin On UPP

But i Feel
My Family Choked Up
I Learned My Lessons
& I Gathered Up All My Blessings
& I Put It Up In My Music
And Im Doing It For The World
If you Only Knew
Cause If You Only Knew
What I Go Through
You Would Probably Understand My Pain
Understand My Ways
& Why I Do What I Do

Its Not Like
Im Leaveing Yall 4 Good
I Just Gotta Do
My Own Thang
yeah
I Hope U Understand
Im Doing What I Can
To Return (Teshuvah) A Better Man
See I Dont Know Why I'm Living Like im On The Run
These People Around Me
Will Always Run
Got Me Running From Everything In My Lonely Thoughts
I Gotta Come Back
A Better Man
YEAH

Shyeah
I Start
By Telling Everybody
That Has Sworn To Me
"That They Would Always Have My Back"
That I Dont Need Them
Me (Leave/G)
Im Better Off On my Own
When I'm All Alone
I GUESS THESE PEOPLE WERENT THAT CLOSE TO ME
I Been Through
The Darkests Ages
The Worst Stages

If My Life Was A Book
It Would Be Just
Black and White
With Pages
I'd Rip Them all Out
and Start Over Again
Become A Better Man
Just Wash Away My Sins
yeah

I Dont Exspect AnyBody
To Understand
What Im Going Through
nah
Because I Up & Left U now
But UnderstandIm Coming Back A Better Man, better man, better man, better man, BETTER MANCause If You Only Knew What I Go Through
You Would Probably
Understand My Pain
Understand My Ways
& Why I Do What I Do

Its Not Like
Im Leaveing Yall 4 Good
I Just Gotta Do My Own Thang
I Hope You Understand
Im Doing What I Can
To Return A Better Man
(w/love)

Sail Away

Sail Away (Havik)

Sail Away <-- by havik

lyrics to best of my knowledge
____________________

I Sail Away
To Erase My (my) Pain
I Sail Away
Im Broken so II Sail Away
To Erase My (my) Pain
I Sail Away...

Ya See Now,
Love Can Be So Crazy
Got Me Feelin Like Given Up LatelyBut What Would That Solve?Nothing
But (?) Me I Set It Off (remix- said it all)And EveryTime
I Try N Hide
Everything I'm Feelin Inside
It Blows Up
(?) I Hate Feelin Blown Off
(& I'm Fitzen 2 Go Off)& I Feel Like
I Just Want To DIE Now
So Where Do I Go With Pain?†& Where Do I Go With The Mental Fact
That Every Single Day
I Feel Insane MayneIts Okay
As It Seems I Still Maintain
I Just Close My Eyes
& Take My Mind Into Another Place

I Sail Away To Erase My PainEven When Hope Calls Out My Namei Still Feel Like Im Drowning
i Need To Find A Way Home Before i Go,
So LongggggggEverything i Been Through
i Will Not Break
Even if I Drift So Far From Pain
I Still Feel Like Im Drowning
I Will Always Lay
With My Eyes Closed
Drifting Far Away
------------------
I Hold Pain In My He♠rtI Dont Know Where To GoI Had To Control
My Soul From Drifting Apart
From Me
Im All Outta Tears
Cause Over The Years
Trying To Hide Biz
Cause I Keep It In The Back Room
Hopein That Im Blessed SoonCause Its In This
Running From The Cap-n
Peelin (Feelin Fleein) Death (the Devil Heb.2:14),
It's Me
I Find Myself,
Like The Ocean Floor
I Miss So Much
But Oooo Theres So Much More
& All Of This Stress & Pain
Is Finally Takin Over
But Now Im Tryin
To Make It Through This Struggle
We Puttin An End 2 This
(?)This Is How (Im) We Gonna Be
Army Soliders/(גד) A SoilderDrama- R.est I.n P.eace
The Key (ישוע)- Come Rescue Me
(im askin u 2) Save Me
I Dont Know Where Im Suppose To Be
She Said (?),I Never Left Ya Boy
See Ya Everyday, see ya everyday ..Just Close Ur Eyes & Sail Away!------------------------
I Sail Away To Erase My Pain
Even When Hope Calls Out My Name
I Still Feel Like Im DrowningI Need To find My Way HomeBefore I Go
So Longgggg
EveryThing I Been Through
I Will Not BreakEven If I Drift So Far From Pain
i Still Feel Like Im DrowningI Will Always Lay
With My Eyes Closed Drifting Far Away
-------I'm Finally Seperated (set apart)Get Away From The DramaCause I Hear The Carama
Calling Out My Name
Pain In The Rain
Will I Go Insane
Go Crazy
& No 1 Can Save Me
All I Want Is To Be Free& This Music Is The Only Thing
That Doesnt Bore Me
So When Im Gone
It Brings Me BackIts Like All I Got Is Rappin
& If I Lose It
Ill Probably Lose It & Go Stupid With A StrapThough It Stains AlotIm Stable,
No Fables N The Story Of My Life
It Like Getting To Turn Tables
Its Only A Vibe
Would Have Never Had 2
Hear Those Lies
Deep Inside
Remix, When Im (Willing) Not Crying
I Be Whole Again
Im Telling You WhyNo Reflection, No Vibe
& My He♤rt's As Cold As Ice
Can You See It In My Eyes?
im Broken So i,
-----------
I Sail Away To Erase My Pain
Even When Hope Calls Out My Name
I Still Feel Like Im Drowning(I Feel Like I Am Falling Under)
I Need To Find A Way Home(I Need To Find Away)
Before i Go
So Long
Everthing I Been Through
I Will Not BreakEven If I Drift So Far From Pain
I Still Feel Like Im Drowning(I Feel Like I am Falling Under)

I Will Always Lay
With My Eyes Closed
Drifting Far Away......________________________



ROM.8:24-28Many have a sick addiction to pain and drama. It can seem like a way of life. Rest in The LORD our God.Yehoshua (Yeshua/ Jesus) -Salvation of Yah. In Him There is Salvation! (lyrics are not exact, feel free to correct them)/ Krayzie's Version of Sail Away/ Original version by Christopher Cross/♒
Matt.24:39 airo (Greek142)-

A primary verb; to lift; by implication to take up or away; figuratively to raise (the voice), keep in suspense (the mind); specifically to sail away (that is, weigh anchor); by Hebraism (compare [

H5375]) to expiate sin: - away with, bear (up), carry, lift up, loose, make to doubt, put away, remove, take (away, up).Those taken here (above scripture) were not armed to stand tribulation (the Apostacy). Becareful of sailing away from Christ. May You be set apart (sanctified) from the world. You sail your own boat.

Mr Cellophane

Cellophane Havik

Worlds Enemy-
Eph.6:12/ 1 Jn. 4:2-6/ 1 Jn.2:15-17/ Jn.15:18-19/ 1 Jn.3:13/ Jn.17:14/ Jas.4:11-12
"Mr. Cellophane" by HAVIK (lyrics to best of my knowledge)

1st verse - Secrets
Ooooo i Remember,

Back In Tha Day
When i Was Tryin Ta Come Up
& Make Some Moves On Tha Block
Now We Been Livin It Up

i Made So Many Choices
i Cant Even Believe It
Did Everything On my Part
When i Tried To Achieve it

But i Felt So Invisible

i Head & Gotta Go
& All The People That Shoulda Cared
Never Really Gave A Damn
They Would Just Walk Right Through me

Now They All
Want To Call my Name (my name)
Forget The Name Just Call me
--> Mr. Cellophane <-- (link to song),
Didnt Know me All Along
Now They Singin All my Songs
Tryin To Say That They Was Down
But Never Would
STAY Around

Life's 2 Short 2 Be Alone In This World

Ryme 1 More Time
Watch Em Crowd Around
As They Mention
i'm Suppose 2 Sign It
On The Dotted Line-----------------

 
Hey Mr Cellophane
Whats Up Wit Cha Name?
Chall Couldnt Be Homies On The Ropes
So Funny When Ya Didnt Even Know
My Name (my) my name

Couldnt See Me Out Of A One Man Crowd
So Dont Try To See Me Now
Whats Up
Good Morning
Hey How Ya Doin
Mr Cellophane.. phane..phane


2nd verse - Rayne
1 Time
i Thought Chu Would Quit This
Did You Even Know
im Suffering From Ah Terrible Sickness
Maybe If You Had Paid Attention
i Wouldnt Have A Reason
2 Destruct This Exsistance
Now Would i?
Its Funny How The World Goes On
Until They Make Bread,
Hey Corey, Come Home
But Any Time You Fall,
If i Ever Needed Your Help
All i Seen Was A Ghost
WHYDo I Spend All My Time
Tryin 2 Make myself Believe
That Chu Care?But Most Of The Time
You Dont Know That im There
Its Not Fair

So F--k That
i'mma Take Sail
And Just live my Name,

Cause It'll Prove
That In The End Its Insane
Instead Of Making More Friends
Just Call me Cellophane

 
Hey Mr Cellophane
Whats Up Wit Cha Name?
Yall Couldnt Be Homies On The Ropes
So Funny When Ya Didnt Even Know
My Name (my) my name (name= character)

Couldnt See Me Out Of A One Man Crowd
So- Dont Try To See Me Now
Whats Up
Good Morning
Hey How Ya Doin
Mr Cellophane.. phane..phane

3rd verse - Lost Angel
Your _homie_
Trying To Fight Against
The Hardness -Cryin-

All he Want 2 Know Is
"Why So Many People Lyin"

BLIND 2 The Ways Of The World
& The Ways Of Ah Girl
Had him Turnt Out
I'm Not Sayin
he Was So Innocent

Now They Sense he's Hurt
Face Rubbed In The Dirt

Always Treat him Worse
Than Any Others
& They SAYIN They his Brother
But They Never Had his Back
Hey, Whats Wrong With That
That Sh--'s So Wack
Now he Chillin
Makin Moves With
The Illest & Trues
& They Want Ta Come Around
But They Really Old News

Fools- Tryin Ta Say
They Know Tha Name
But Them Dummies Only Cellophane Mayne

& If They Only Knew
The Things They Put him Through
Lucky That He's ME
Call Me Mr UnSeen


Hey Mr Cellophane
Whats Up Wit Cha Name?
Yall Couldnt Be Homies On The Ropes
So Funny, When Ya Didnt Even Know
My Name (my) my name

Couldnt See Me Out Of A One Man Crowd
So- Dont Try To See Me Now
Whats Up
Good Morning
Hey How Ya Doin
Mr Cellophane.. phane..phane...................Remix with Stak/ remix with Ness Rhyme(these may not be exact lyrics)Others tracks by Havik (Ryane) * Breathe/ Bring me Home/ She Like My Style/ Sail Away/Mad Man/  Loco Insane/ Phonie Homie/ Turn em all out/ ..... / http://www.youtube.com/user/HisWill778